oh, how i wish i could just curl up in a ball under my covers, forget the world for 24 hours, and take myself a good old-fashioned personal day. Lord knows i need one. i’m all mixed up right now, and i’m not alloting myself the strength to deal with it. i just push it aside with my whole “i don’t have feelings in Hampton” mess.
luckily, i have great people in my life who’ve allowed me to vent some of my struggles. At least everything’s not unhealthily kept inside. and i have xanga. wonderful. but still…. it’s not everything. i feel like i should deal with ‘everything’ on my own.
maybe i should sit down and pray.
God doesn’t give us more than we can handle, right?