i guess God must be bringing me through all this so that i can find the message, the lesson in it all. yet, i can’t find the answer. i can’t find the lesson. so i just want to lie in bed and shut out the entire world around me.
well, not the entire world. in fact, i want him here with me more than anything. but he’s also going through a lot right now. he needs me to help him through and i need him to help me through. which leaves me to question: can two broken people heal together??
maybe this monday i won’t cry.. i’ve broken down the last three weeks. it’d be good to break the cycle.. but sometimes, i just don’t feel strong enough…
all i can do is pray..
God, bless my family. All of it.