if anybody told you that life was easy – they were lying to you!!
sorry, but that’s the truth. at least it’s my truth right now.
i feel like i want to go into hiding, go into rehab, get my fuckin life together and come back renewed, refreshed and able to handle it all. but that’s a fantasy.. not reality.
reality = struggle
i’m feeling the struggle everywhere. in my family, at school, with my future career, with my heart, financially, health-wise, emotionally, mentally, spiritually
and i’m not sure how to fix things.
i feel like i’m becoming the shell of a person and i hate the ups and downs.
i wonder if God reads xanga…