i feel so alone.
i don’t want to be alone. i shouldn’t have to feel alone. but i do.
my best friend… he makes me feel like i’m not enough. he’s always spending time with everyone else but me. never wants to do anything i do. and i realize, i don’t know how to talk to him about it. and when i try to, it’s like talking to a blank wall. he tells me he loves me and wants to be with me and i’m his best friend – but so why do i feel so rejected when it comes to him?
i wanted to have a life with him, but more and more, i think i have to plan on living a life alone. so what next? everything’s fallin apart. i just want to get on the right track and flourish.