God will get me through this.
He has to.
I feel so incredibly broken. Usually I bounce back rather quickly after a fight, after a heartache. But this time, it’s like I won’t allow myself to forget the pain. I’m turning inward. Into my lone, depressed, numb, zombie-like state of mind. I feel like I’m still crying when tears aren’t flowing down my face. I have to use gospel music as food to keep my spirit from starving and dying. I don’t understand why He is putting me through this, but it is what it is.
Hope I can get my spirit back up this weekend…