Just a quick few words before I go to bed.
More and more it’s hitting me just how much I want to become a mother and start my own family. It’s the ultimate of what I want. I mean, honestly, I knew this was the life I wanted all along but now that I’m getting of that age — I’m semi (internally) freaking out about it.
I think it’s going to be a while before God blesses me with a baby though. I’ll just have to accept that it’ll happen in His right time.
In the meanwhile, I’m trying to decide what will be the right path to get me more prepared to that point. The past two years — ok, maybe I’ve accomplished a little but I feel like all these years are going by without any grand, significant progress to mark. My major decisions now include my place of residence, my career and my family/social life. This year is blasting through quickly and all the same ole’, same ole’. I need more. Sometimes I seriously think I’m on the borderline of a breakdown from this life.
There’s so much more I want to write about but Imma leave it at that. Bed time.
Thank goodness (tomorrow’s) Friday!